I fucking hate being the consolacion friend

like....this is my thing and all but my 2 friends get in some weir shit one is criyng bc the other dont like him and the other cant get over her ex (she is a lesbian btw and the other a dude) my guy friend call me at fuckin 3 am criyng bc he think 2much about the other and is all a mess

 And im like the trauma dump like they tell me all their problemes i like helping them but is a little too much for me i feel like i drowning they are not my responsability but i kind of feel like that.....i just want to some one listen to all this shit i dont tell and they two are my besties,i dont want any got hurt but i just in the middle of everything like bro if someone need to talk about love or problems they all just went to me.I just listen sooo much probles from others than i feel like mines are nothing and i just cant stop thinking of that thing of "dont drown your self tryng 2 save others"