i hate small artists if you're a small artist fuck you.

don't you just love it when a small artist you found on soundcloud DELETES ONE OR HELL MULTIPLE OF THERE SONGS and since they're so small and it only had like 200 listens you can't find the song ANYWHERE ELSE because NO ONE FUCKING KNEW OF IT'S EXISTENCE SO NO ONE LIKE LITERALLY FUCKING NO ONE HAS REPOSTED IT FUCKING A N Y W H E R E AND NOW THE SONG JUST DOENS'T FUCKING EXIST ANYMORE AND YOU'RE NEVER GONNA HEAR IT AGAIN?

god it's even worse when they delete their whole damn account. shout out onionroom bro FUCK THAT GUY WHY DID HE LEAVE. at least some of his songs are still up, but theres a few that are still completely lost. it makes me so ANGRY.

but dude. the amount of fucking times i've experienced this shit is a huge reason why i got an mp3 player (and because i'm not gonna fuckin' pay for them premium shits that pisses me off). now i'm seriously just gonna start downloading every fucking song i hear, ESPECIALLY THOSE ON SOUNDCLOUD.

there has been so many GOD DAMN TIMES where i've come across some random ass BANGER on  there by some artist with a name i can't remember or can't pronounce cuz it looks like gibberish only for it to fucking DISAPPEAR MONTHS DOWN THE LINE. like sometimes i'm like huh, i haven't heard that song in a while and i go to look for it and it's GONE. and the worst ones are when it's a song that i can remember how it sounds but can't remember the title because it was some WEIRD ASS BREAKCORE SHIT WITH SOME WEIRD ASS TITLE THAT DIDN'T MATCH THE DAMN SONG.

WHY????????????????? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY DO PEOPLE DELETE MUSIC?????????????????????????????????????????????????? IT SHOULD BE A FUCKING CRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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compiling music for my mp3 player has been quite the experience. i'm already haLF way through the amount of space i have and there's still a bunch of songs that i haven't put on it. i rotate between yt music, soundcloud and my mp3 bc there's songs on those that i still haven't added. i'm trying to organize my songs into playlists and i've mostly been getting albums and saving the one off songs for the playlists and i haven't finished any of them. there is probably an easier way to do this, but i do not know it. it's stressful, but i like to organize. and doing this has allowed me to hear songs i haven't heard in fucking YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEARS. i'm tryna get as many songs i like as possible on this things, so i've been goin thru and searching for EVERYTHING. songs i used to listen to from eeeeevery grade. even the cringey ones. tho to spare myself from too much cringe i have decided to leave out some songs and let soundcloud keep them.

anyways. 

got a lil off topic.

moral of the blog post;

FUCK YOU SAWYER DUST. FUCK YOU ONIONROOM. FUCK THE PERSON WHO MADE THE BREAKCORE REMIX THINGY OF FLIM BY APHEX TWIN.

AND FUCK EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO HAS EVER DELETED ANYTHING EVER.