bad friends

My friends don't care about me.  I have two friends, we are a trio. 

And everyone knows the saying, "there's always a duo in a trio."

I've been in another trio before, and both times, ^ this has been true.

During the summer, my friends and I would talk about making plans/hanging out. And "H" was always down, but "M" was always unsure. "M" would avoid answering when we tried to make plans in the group chat, cancel the plans we did make, and make excuses to avoid hanging out. The three of us were together a total of 4 times. Me and "H" were together two other times (we didn't make plans without "M", we just happened to be going to the same events), but this is irrelevant. "M" would always ignore me in the group chat. and would only respond when"H" said something.

Fast forward to the beginning of the school year.

Both of my friends have a half day co-op. This means they are both gone for half of the day. But it's okay because we have one class all together. Art. And I have another period with just "M". I am so excited to have art with my friends. "M" said she didn't want art, but me and "H" convinced her to take it, so we could all be together. But suddenly, they both wanted to leave art. So they did. Knowing I wasn't going to leave. Not only that, but they dropped art so they could have a spare period. TOGETHER. 

So now, I don't have any classes with "H", and only one with "M". But I see them at lunch and in between classes. I am feeling left out, because they have a spare period together, and they walk to their co-ops together. And I am alone ALL DAY except for lunch and last period.

Sometimes, I come in to school late. During my spare or my online. Because I'm all caught up on my work. But my friends have each other, so I don't feel bad not coming to school. Especially because I EVENTUALLY do go to school, just not on time.

Last week. I skipped Wednesday because I was going to a concert. And I didn't go Friday because I had an appointment an hour away. SO, I saw my friends Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. Right? 

WRONG. 

On Thursday, they BOTH didn't come to school. They weren't sick, or at an appointment. They just both decided to stay home. On the same day. It definitely wasn't a coincidence. They were together all day the day before, when I wasn't there. I'm assuming they discussed staying home on the same day. So I was alone all day, even during lunch. I was really upset that my friends would leave me alone like that. 

We had plans for Sunday, that we discussed in person. But "M" never spoke in the conversation. Never asked any questions or had any input. Saturday rolls around and "M" says that she's, "just not up for it tomorrow." WHAT? we were talking about the plans all week, I was sad that I didn't see my friends for three school days and you cancel the day before??? Because you don't feel like it??

Now it's Tuesday. It's been 5 days since they stayed home while I went to school. And GUESS WHAT?

They stayed home again. 

I saw "H"s text when I woke up. She said she was tired, so she's staying home. This upsets me, but at least I won't be alone, because "M" will be there! They wouldn't BOTH stay home AGAIN. RIGHT?

So I get to school, and I look for "M". I don't see her. So I text her, "are you not at school?"

And her dumbass response was, "Sorry I forgot to tell you, I'm not there," "H said she wasn't going, so I figured I didn't want to go either," "Im so sorry, it completely slipped my mind to tell you."

OH MY GOD.

SO YOU SAW THAT "H" WASN'T GOING TO SCHOOL. 

AND YOU DECIDED.

THAT IT WASN'T WORTH GOING TO SCHOOL. 

IF SHE WASN'T THERE?

THEN YOU FORGOT TO TELL ME?


IT'S LIKE I DON'T EVEN EXIST IN HER MIND.

YOU WONT EVEN GO TO SCHOOL, BECAUSE IT'S JUST ME THERE?

I HAVE BEEN ALONE ALL DAY. 


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