Someone as lonely as me

i honestly wish that i could find someone as lonely as me, all the time online you'll find people who say they're lonely and when you talk to them they like speak to you once then ignore you. It's like so exhausting like i genuinely feel like i have nobody to talk to or share anything with, and that literally no one cares. Honestly if anyone want to be friends or even jut talk pls text me I really want to have a friend. Sometimes i feel so pathetic cause it's like i have so many people around me but nobody at the same time, it's horrible living in your own imagination sometimes.(anyone else have that problem?) And i genuinely want a friend like someone that we can talk about everything and anything, and don't talk to me if you only want to be a one time talker i'm tired of those kind of people. I'm not even like a romance person i'm not interested in dating or anything i just want real human connection which is what everyone except me seems to have, I've never that...