nervoussss (cont of “crush might be first ever bf” or wtv i named the last blog)

tommorow i have school. i have my crush/first ever bf for homeroom, pe and last period. what do i do if we run into eachother. i am nervous….he usually comes in late for homeroom or he doesnt come in at all and probably skips with his friend or just comes in late to school so i dont think i should worry much about homeroom but 8th period he literally sits behind me and i always catch him staring at me. i am SCARED!!!!😣😣😭😭 and in pe we often walk by eachother or see eachother. i dont want him to forget what happened on friday night, i just dont want him hugging up on me or getting all lovey dovey on me so fast since i cant handle physical affection or just affection at all because i barely experience any, all because i decided to respond to his texts. 🫢🫢 what do i do now.