i don’t know exactly what i am feeling at the moment but i think thiswhat i am doing what is best for myself - its so early right now and im shaking because its cold
i am disappointed above all, maybe im overreacting in this situation, but at the end of the day there was a lack of respect so to speak. i knew what was happening long before anything was said - actually nothing was said which is the most obvious hurtful part and i let myself be swooned by empty words that i think are outrageous to have been said to me in the first place when in life you already have someone. there’s no justification whatsoever for that and i feel for her even if what was said was fake the fact is that it was still said. why give anyone any sense of future/hope when blah blah blah whatever all i know that it was always him to me from the very beginning and i never doubted that fact - i kept the sanctity of my secret vow to him but now i realize that a devotion like that is only meant for people who make the same effort & have regard for me
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