35 QnA/Marcel Proust

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1) WHAT IS YOUR IDEA OF PERFECT HAPPINESS?  

I don't have an exact vision of my idea for a perfect happiness. Something close to it though would be like.. I don't know, getting more eyes on me and having a good and fat wallet.

2) WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR?  

Isn't this a personal thing? Anyway, I can't tell you; not just because it's pretty personal, but.. I don't even know it.

3) WHAT TRAIT DO YOU MOST DEPLORE IN YOURSELF?  

I guess my own inability to commit to anything. It's frustrating, but has helped me in their own way. There's nothing I can truly say I hate about myself, because it would be a lie.

4) WHAT TRAIT DO YOU MOST DEPLORE IN OTHER PEOPLE?  

Falsehoods, I guess. I don't really understand why people play a facade, but it's out of my control. I just hate that they'd lie at all.

5) WHAT LIVING PERSON DO YOU MOST ADMIRE?  

Hard to say, I don't admire anyone enough to remember them in such a way.

6) WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST EXTRAVAGANCE?  

My laptop and attached setups, I guess? It all adds up and fades in my head. However, if I could bring a hypothetical into reality, then definitely a PC. Likely one of the most expensive things I would own in my lifetime, save for like, a bike or an enclosed scooter. Do they have those in Hawaii? 

I don't know all that much about them beyond that they're smaller than a car and are more seen as mobility aids. Upon a quick search I'm struck between a Pushpak or a Q-Runner. But I'd probably pick the Q-Runner, because at least it has doors.

7) WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT STATE OF MIND?  

A grey void, with a distant fog and items scattered about. If I move around I can find people or remember things.

8) WHAT DO YOU CONSIDER THE MOST OVERRATED VIRTUE?  

What? Uh, the Humility. I don't know what you mean by virtue. But I'd say humility, because people generally don't know how to be humble other than shutting up.

9) ON WHAT OCCASION DO YOU LIE?  

On the occasion it'd be better for me to do it. I don't like lying, but not everyone is prepared in the moment to hear what they don't want to.

10) WHAT DO YOU MOST DISLIKE ABOUT YOUR APPEARANCE?  

What do you mean? I guess the fact I'm not as dark as I want to be. It's mostly because I associate darker skin with beauty and hard work, even though I'm not all that hardworking.

11) WHAT LIVING PERSON DO YOU MOST DESPISE?  

I despise --- too much to even say --- name.

12) WHAT IS THE QUALITY YOU LIKE MOST IN A MAN?  

I'm not interested in men.

13) WHAT IS THE QUALITY YOU LIKE MOST IN A WOMAN?  

I guess honesty. You could be so polite as long as you were also honest with me.

14) WHICH WORDS OR PHRASES DO YOU MOST OVERUSE?  

I don't know.

15) WHAT OR WHO IS THE GREATEST LOVE OF YOUR LIFE?  

I don't actually have on. I plaster everywhere the fact I like  and really enjoy Okonkwo but he's not the great thing to ever happen to me. 

16) WHEN AND WHERE WERE YOU HAPPIEST?  

At night when it gets cold and I get a rush. That counts, right?

17) WHICH TALENT WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO HAVE?  

Rereading this as skill, I'd say the skill to communicate with a good and stable volume. I don't care about anything else, because I don't talk enough for people to easily hear me. 

18) IF YOU COULD CHANGE ONE THING ABOUT YOURSELF, WHAT WOULD IT BE?  

Hard to say. Maybe the fact I have close to no money?

19) WHAT DO YOU CONSIDER YOUR GREATEST ACHIEVEMENT?  

I don't measure my achievements.

20) IF YOU WERE TO DIE AND COME BACK AS A PERSON OR A THING, WHAT WOULD IT BE?  

As another human? 

21) WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO LIVE?  

Ideally, in a free and recognized Kingdom of Hawaii. Otherwise, maybe Vietnam, Ryukyu Islands, or the Philippines. My grandma says the Philippines is very similar to Hawaii

22) WHAT IS YOUR MOST TREASURED POSSESSION?  

No clue.

23) WHAT DO YOU REGARD AS THE LOWEST DEPTH OF MISERY?  

Having COVID for the first time.

24) WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE OCCUPATION?  

Anything to do with art, static or interactive.

25) WHAT IS YOUR MOST MARKED CHARACTERISTIC?  

I like drawing or I like Okonkwo TFA.

26) WHAT DO YOU MOST VALUE IN YOUR FRIENDS?  

Honesty, I think. I do think it's a bit of a cop-out that my only answer is honesty, but, I don't have anything else.

27) WHO ARE YOUR FAVORITE WRITERS?  

Chinua Achebe for his trilogy.

28) WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE HERO OF FICTION?  

Ogbuefi Okonkwo. A tragic hero that failed, but still a hero in a way.

29) WHICH HISTORICAL FIGURE DO YOU MOST IDENTIFY WITH?  

None that I know of. Old Pai'ea, maybe, but he was most known for the unification and right now I'm trying to get un-unified.. with those bigger guys.

30) WHO ARE YOUR HEROES IN REAL LIFE?  

None that I know of.

31) WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE NAMES?  

Ian. Okonkwo. This is pretty easy.

32) WHAT IS IT THAT YOU MOST DISLIKE?  

People who can't admit to anything.

33) WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST REGRET?  

I didn't aim properly.

34) HOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO DIE?  

At once.

35) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?  

If it happens, so it happens.