Sometimes I hate my mom

Sometimes she say things that hurt me trying to help me.

And I understand that she didn't mean to hurt me.

But sometimes she say things TO hurt me, things that she knows will affect me, just because she's mad at me.

And I don't know if she knows how much it hurts me, I think she thinks that it hurts me less than it really does.

And I don't think she understands that her comments are also related to me hurting myself.