i wish they know im cringe

im cringe, i now i am. but they dont. i want them to notice me, to know that im cringe. but i simply cant. im not brave enough, dumb enough? hell yeah but it seems you cant be it without having the other

i envy the people out there living their lives, doing what they like, hanging out with who they want. whenever they want. i cant believe im writing this and i know its cringe. but they will never know...