Random but I don’t feel like I’m fit to get certain piercings…?
Like I can’t consistently dress a certain way because I’m limited by the amount of clothes that share that style in my wardrobe and also I wanna avoid someone pointing out I’ve worn the same pair of jeans for 3 days in a row. And also I do my makeup really different based on what I’m wearing (I like to do a lot of eyeshadow shit) ranging of hyper fem to kind of masc, and if I were to get these piercings (snakebites, nose stud, maybe bridge and eyebrow, and industrial ear piercing) and then suddenly wanna be really feminine that day and wear a blue croptop and tight sweat pants with blue eyeshadow, those piercings aren’t gonna fit in very well, and if I’m gonna change my shit up everday, the piercings will make it kind of hard.
Another thing is I feel like I’m not committed to the style of clothes I wanna wear. Like I could go contemporary pretty often because I feel kinda of embarrassed to be wearing sort of grungy clothes as a black girl. Like based in the area I live in it’s not that weird but I feel like I’m expected to dress how every other black girl dresses (not every other but most girls) which is basically just the current style of nice shoes, spandex shorts, and a tshirt.
I also feel uncommitted in the sense that I don’t dress that way all the time. Like how earlier I was mentioning I could dress feminine one day and masc the next, it’s really uneven and sort of expensive when your shooting for two wildly different clothing styles that really have no similarities.
Here’s an example:
Imagine this without the hat
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