Uhhhhh a bit of venting

Wazzup,

I really want to tell someone how I feel but too scared to ask anyone. So I try to put my feelings in a bulletin to see if it helps.

Uhhh.... Maybe some Trigger Warning for accidental self harm? (Not very in detail just a small mention)

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Sometimes I hate myself for being too sensitive. I easily get angry or sad. I can be calm, understanding and patient but there are times where I just act hysteric. I don't know why. Sometimes I have the feeling that something is wrong with me but I'm too afraid to get any help because other people might think I'm dramatic. My impulsive moments even hurt me physically (May it be hurting myself accidently or my guilt eating me up).

I don't want to feel this pain and I do want to control myself. But it just keeps coming up.

I really wanna know if there are other people who can relate to that. If you do, you can share your own story and feelings in the comments. No pressure tho. If you don't wanna you don't have to.

Have a nice sunday

Momo