Vent?? idk

It sucks having little 2 no friends now but the reasons on why they left were all my fault

Nobody barley texts me anymore on dc or any platform 

I always open my dc hoping for a message from anyone 

I've stopped texting first

All I want is my friend L back (not saying their full name for reasons) 

but it sucks because they have better friends now

it makes me upset whenever i see their status on discord its always "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO __" or

"I LOVE __" its my fault they left though

I'm glad he got better friends and as long as he's happy with them 

I really hope he can forgive me someday.