Seriously, fucking scared.

no fucking around or taking extra time to highlight shit. I'm serious.

Its weird for a guy like me, who literally fought against crazy goth emo kids, survived a school shooting, and murdered an alien lady, to be scared of something so minor as noises.

For a few nights now, I've been hearing noises outside my window, but whenever I go close to check, I don't see anything. just my fuckin' tree and the lawn.

and on Tuesday, I was trying to change my clothes after I got out of the shower, and in my mirror I swear I saw a silhouette and I paused.

saying I felt a shiver down my spine would be an understatement.

I turned around, and walked to my window, and again. nothing there.

and after that, last night it wasn't just noises. I had EVIDENCE that somebody was there!...

when I went to my window before bed just to briefly check, I noticed something smudged onto the window from the outside. It was Red, Blood red. I wanted to check for sure, but the rain had washed off most of it. I don't know what else it could have been.

I think i'm going to be assassinated soon.

I need to be completely aware.

AT.ALL.TIMES.