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Sleep has been escaping me in the past few weeks. I do have to admit that it has added to my arguably horrible disposition, especially since I have been on my period for the past week. This is additionally partially why my entries are behind "schedule" by a day and why they seem shorter as of late. I spend a lot of time occupied with the multiple (arguably made up) worries of life. It makes it kind of stressful to even sleep,even if I have to be awake the next day at 7 AM.I sleep for three hours or five, but barely 7 hours. I suppose that is normal, however, my body is often ill from this lack of sleep and I get these dizzy spells and have issues digesting my food to the degree that it occasionally causes it to remain like a solid mass in my torso of undigested food. It makes me a bit sick is all. This is all to say that I am back on my old sleeping medication from last year that lowers my blood pressure and allows me to sleep. Although it doescome with the side effects of me having troublestanding after sitting for a bit and my legs very occasionally going numb faster, I much prefer it overthe sleepless insomnia. Even now, I feel my feet go numb but so the price of sleep is to come, I guess.Better than getting scolded at by my friend forshowing up at 2pm instead of 12. I hope that I am able to at least eat today as I did struggle to do so the previous day. (06/20/2024) — Mars ᓚᘏᗢ |
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