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Hey SpaceSleepers (14): How Sleep Escapes Me

Kewpies of various sizes on a white shelf 
  
Sleep has been escaping me in the past few
weeks. I do have to admit that it has added
to my arguably horrible disposition, especially
since I have been on my period for the past
week. This is additionally partially why my entries
are behind "schedule" by a day and why they seem
shorter as of late. I spend a lot of time occupied
with the multiple (arguably made up) worries
of life. It makes it kind of stressful to 
even sleep,even if I have to be awake 
the next day at 7 AM.I sleep for three hours 
or five, but barely 7 hours. I suppose
that is normal, however, my body is
often ill from this lack of sleep and I get these
dizzy spells and have issues digesting my food to
the degree that it occasionally causes it to 
remain like a solid mass in my torso of undigested
food. It makes me a bit sick is all.

This is all to say that I am back on my old 
sleeping medication from last year that 
lowers my blood pressure and allows me to 
sleep. Although it doescome with the side 
effects of me having troublestanding after 
sitting for a bit and my legs very
occasionally going numb faster, I much prefer 
it overthe sleepless insomnia. Even now, I feel 
my feet go numb but so the price of sleep is 
to come, I guess.Better than getting scolded 
at by my friend forshowing up at 2pm instead of 
12. I hope that I am able to at least eat today 
as I did struggle to do so the previous 
day. (06/20/2024)

— Mars  ᓚᘏᗢ


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