Be My Last

its been six days. six whole days, since he unadded me.

its been seven days. seven whole days, since he turned me down.

i was never into romance or anything of that sort. but until i first spoke to him, i realised, hey, maybe this stuff isnt bad at all. we've never met, we've never called. so i feel so stupid for letting this guy drive me crazy. i can't believe i cry over this guy. meanwhile, he is having the time of his life doing his own thing or whatever. i don't have any reason to feel this way. 

the moment it happened i immediately ran back to those dm servers again and downloaded yubo. i even keep going onto this omegle alternative just to feel something. i am so hung up on him, it really feels like i won't ever heal. and i just hate how pathetic i sound for being like this but i can't help it.

i wish he gave me a chance.