hihi ! misha here. idk how to start a blog entry so let me just cut straight to the chase. i would move a lot while growing up and i went to 4 different primary schools; each school was full of at least 2-4 people that would bully me. in all fairness i wasn't the cutest growing up, but even if i was a very sweet and shy girl. kids would just be so verbally cruel towards me for no reason; especially commenting on my looks. the bullying became a common factor even when i grew up. groups and groups of boys just harassing me, insulting me, my family, my race, and my lifestyle. i finally got it to calm down because i just became more introverted. having a social life can be so cruel. realizing everything now it was just horrible i wouldn't wish what happened to me on anybody else EVER. it's SO common for people to just be "haters" lately.. especially on the internet. why not spread the kindness you and everyone else deserves? i'd understand the hating if somebody is cruel. but to come after people who post things proudly or comment completely benevolent things is ridiculous. people have gotten so cruel. have we forgotten what it's like to be human?
Β sorry abt the category it lowkey just seemed the most fitting lol!
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I understand u, Iβve moved schools quite a bit. Went to two different primary schools and was sort of part of 4 secondary schools (this is hard to explain with the pandemic and stuff) so Iβm currently finishing up everything until next year at my 4th one. In primary I was never hardcore bullied or anything although I was probably given hateful comments from time to time. It was in my 3rd secondary school that I got bullied by my peers. A certain group of girls almost targeted me in a way. I get it, I was cringe and weird and not easy to approach to. I was quiet and spent time alone a lot during lunch but to bully me over such a small thing for the entire term is mad. When I moved out I got bullied online through text, someone I once trusted blocked me and the other pretended to βcareβ.
I occasionally make jokes about being a βhaterβ on the internet but itβs mostly over light things but I will never get the type of friends that joke around violently by throwing insults and swearing. When I appreciate or love someone Iβll show that, why would I tell the opposite even if itβs an obvious lie? Wouldnβt it just be easier that way anyway. Idk, occasionally I feel like I hate everyone on sight and on better, slightly sunnier days, Iβm grateful for all and everyone that I have in my life at the moment
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