dark room (dnr)

thinking about when its dark in my room

its cold and lonely and i feel so useless especially when im sitting here all day either reading or mindlessly scrolling through videos/posts/etc.

i just had this moment where i imagined seeing myself from an outsiders point of view and it looked so sad. so much untapped potential and a room full of forgotten hobbies and it made me miss when i had an endless imagination and all kinds of aspirations

its very depressing

(do not resuscitate)