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Being in two friend groups kinda sucks. My issue is I prefer one group over the other (we'll call this Group A) because I can be myself in that space and those friends make me feel so wonderful about myself. I don't need to hide my interests or my personality around them. The other group though (we'll call them Group B), makes me feel like I have to hide behind a mask, I have to fit into their interests and their standards. I must completely vanish for a few days for someone to message me first.


To Group A (you know who you are :3), thank you for being so welcoming and loving to my weirdness and my interests, thank you for allowing me to have a safe space to unmask and be the real me. The little circle I'm a part of in the server is a wonderful group of funny, kind, and understanding people. I care about you all so much already and I'm always here if you need anything at all! Thank you for letting me be a part of your little corner of the internet! ( ◠‿◠ ) <3

To Group B, I love you all and am truly sorry for pulling away after my breakup. I would love to stay more involved but at times you make it very difficult, masking so much for long periods is exhausting. The so-called "jokes" of the group where you just tear me down aren't funny. Disrespecting my boundaries isn't funny either. Respectfully, I am not here for your entertainment nor am I your punching bag. You were once a wonderful group of people to me but now there are different ways how I view you. Maybe when I'm fully healed I will be able to fully come back but for now, I will need space. You hurt me and suppressed my cries when I wanted you to stop and I'm afraid that's not what friends do.