my experience being high

i know someones gonna get mad at me for this but i need to share this somewhere. also sorry for not being active </3 

my mom let me try a chocolate edible last night because sometimes she gets free stuff when she shops for carts. i only had a bite but it hit pretty bad, and i know it sounds corny but i felt like in an alternate universe (or i was looking into it?) and everything felt wrong like the shapes in this world were odd compared to mine. (or vice versa maybe) i tried playing project diva and watching youtube but i was getting more zoned out and dizzy and paranoid. i wasn't seeing anything but my imagination was running wild if that makes sense. im down from the high now ofc but i still feel different like it changed me in some way. i feel alot more at ease but also intensely aware. im kindof scared of it but it also feels nice. i feel like the anxiety has left my body and its confusing. i sortof want it back. i hope im not going insane i need to get a job this summer so i can afford things. anyway i hope you guys are having a good day, maybe ill come to my senses tommorow <3