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So, I had an exam today but I have the next two days off from school so we're good! Let's gooooooo! Sleeping late and rising later!
- Waking up right!
- 2nd languages exam!
- Bookworm anime!
- Biggest cornball!
- The endless search for new hobbies!
- Recommendation for you all!
I was really unmotivated the night before, sometimes you just don't wanna go to school and it was one of those days. You can't tell me that you enjoy taking a trip to school when you're only gonna be there for 2 hours. It's cool but it's also like, eh? Why put in the effort? However, I had an odd dream about my family listening to Death Grips, specifically my uncle, he was listening to Bottomless Pit in the dream, specifically Hot Head and Spikes. Good tracks, good tracks... personally I prefer the title track, Ring a Bell and Giving Bad People Good Ideas but i genuinely love every song on that album. Anyway, I woke up at my usual time and because of my weird death grips dream, the first thought in my head was a death grips lyric. It wasn't even a lyric from Bottomless Pit, it was from ex-military, I believe it was Spread Eagle Cross the Block which is one of my favorites of theirs besides On GP and Beyond Alive. I apologize in advance for the crass sentence that will follow but it's just too funny. Picture this... my eyes are shut, I'm sleeping peacefully, my eyes abruptly open and as they open, the line "I FUCK THE MUSIC, I MAKE IT CUM!" Plays in my head. It's so weird to people I know irl that I enjoy death grips because im the least crass person you will meet. I swear a lot on here but I have not verbally sworn in 6 years. And then I'm listening to I FUCK THE MUSIC! I MAKE IT CUM!
Anyway! 2nd Languages! Today was my Aymara exam! It was actually so easy. But it was stressful, the exam guidelines were stricter than ever for good reason! Also, please excuse any weird sentence things, I have serious trouble switching between languages and writing a 2 hour Aymara paper made it difficult to speak English again. Anyway, as I was saying, imagine if the guidelines were loose and then kids went into university with that loosey goosey attitude, disaster! The test itself... cakewalk! I can write in Aymara really well now, I was writing the test and I was like "Damn, i improved a lot!" Then I decided that come the end of the year, I shall write my Aymara teacher a letter, thanking her because I was not this good 3 years ago! Speaking it... different story. I speak like a foreigner in my own damn country! I've been asked whether I was Dutch, it should be said, the Aymara is not a code word for Dutch. I live nowhere near the Netherlands and sound nothing like a Dutch person unless I'm speaking my second language! That's bad! Back to the exam though, it was on a bunch of literature we read, easy peasy, there were some opinion questions and I answered those really well. I gave some good answers to make my teacher know that I actually interacted with the texts and formed my own opinion and im not just answering from the memo. Also, my science teacher was helping to supervising! Yayyyy! We love her! I could finally brag to her! I'm so terrible at science but so good at my languages, so I could show her, look at my eloquent answers, miss! h... I love that woman! She smiled at me but I didn't smile back because they're gonna confiscate my test and take it as me cheating and they may be like "hmmmm, this teacher is in kahoots with this kid!" And then she also gets in trouble too! I should've smiled back! I should've! Damn! Love prevails all and even if they rip up my paper before my eyes and declare my mark null and void thus failing me for the term when I am supposed to send these marks to the university that I want to attend BUT WHO CARES! Love prevails and we'll live together happily! (She's married and has three children) that reminds me, my sister told me that we're like a homewrecker duo and that's so funny to me. We ruin the lives of children wherever we go, I date the mom, she dates the dad. Anyway, it was too long and I need to buy staples and new pens, my current one is almost dry.
Ohhh, right! I started the bookworm anime! The main character is actually just me! Like she was in dying moments and she prayed that she could read again in her next life. Then she gets transported to a world without books. It's a cute little show. An actual good isekai! I despise isekai but I'm actually enjoying this. The first episode ends with her saying she's gonna write her own books or something. What if this turns into that Beatles movie I never cared to watch where the guy plagiarizes the Beatles. If I were in that situation and Elvis didn't exist, I'd plagiarize his music, the tables do turn. He stole the work of black musicians! So it would be cool if a poc stole his work! But in terms of literature, you can't exactly do that with a book but imagine writing the first book! Like YOU have the power to change the literary Canon, no, you are literally building the literary Canon! I'd write a story similar to Hamlet because I want that book to stay in the Canon forever. Anyway, ummm good anime! It doesn't sexualize women! Let's fucking goooo! In an isekai!!!! No wayyyy!!
I don't even know what I was supposed to write here. I'm just a cornball. I think this was about this server I'm in. Its this music server, I genuinely love that place and I'm a prick on their. They all know I'm kidding because they labeled me as the most lawful good member of the entire server and I was quote "100% lawful and good" so that made me happy! Anyway, I usually have a tendency to be quite mean in there, I've said this before but I tend to be sharper in a group setting, the more people, the sharper my tongue and I'm always really mean to this one member, Claire, she's awesome and I'll never stop bullying her! Anyway, so she was like talking about painting or whatever and something in me snapped when she said that and I was like "you guys are so cool, I love you all so much, you guys are the best people on the planet" before I could type anymore, I caught myself. Can't be getting too corny! I need to be mean. NO WAY! IM LITERALLY HAMLET AND RASKOLNIKOV! Hamlet in this instance... not so much but Raskolnikov, he's like that! He's like trying to be rude and then he becomes nice and chill all of a sudden and then he's like "Noooooo! I'm supposed to be a heartless killer!!!" Literally me! "Noooooo, I can't be nice!!! I must bully everyone relentlessly!!!!"
Another thing that snapped in me was this strange desire for a new hobby. I write but these days I don't really output anything that isn't writing. I used to draw and make terrible beats and do all of that and now I don't do anything but consume and write. Nothing wrong with writing but maybe it's just me. I'm happy for once and maybe I'm not used to that so I need to be dissatisfied. I need a good hobby that isn't writing but honestly, I don't have the time to dedicate to other stuff or I don't want to. So tomorrow since I have two days off, I'll try and some hobby searching! I want something where I can see my output in front of me. Maybe drawing but uggghhhhhh no! I've become really passive with art, like I look at art and I use the label of artist to tell people that I find their art good and when they act all bashful I say that I'm a design student and know what I'm talking about and I do and I am genuinely complimenting art, I don't like to lie about that stuff, if I don't like something, I'd rather say nothing at all than punch down but like I feel retired almost. Like I'm passed my prime. Maybe I should try music again. But I'm so lazy. That's the problem though! That's the problem, I need to overcome that laziness, I'm lazy to write these and I'm lazy to write but I do anyway and when I overcome that laziness, I enjoy what I'm doing. If you have any hobby suggestions that are preferably low cost, I'd like to know!
Recommendation of the day! I hate Harry Potter and JK Rowling and we all know that but today I watched a video essay which seems long but I promise as soon as you watch it, the time flies by. Its by Hoots and its called Is Harry Potter Bad? Really good, she sounds a lot like my science teacher, not in a weird way but I just mean, it's so eerie when someone sounds like someone you know like that. I was so freaked out by that but I genuinely enjoyed the video, its not a hateful video bashing Harry Potter but it's not a video which praises it, it's very nuanced. I think I needed that most of all. I tend to fall on the hater side and forget that queer people are out there who enjoy Harry Potter and don't support Joan Koan Roane. If you do however need videos bashing Harry Potter, you know who to call? Me! Well, not literally, I get call anxiety but like yk just like I watch a lot of videos where people dunk on Jadum Kadum Radum. No way! KJR! I'm so funny! Anyway, I need the nuance I think! It's very informative and well researched. I've heard all the criticisms but never presented in such a way and she saves the obvious criticism for last and keeps it brief because we all know Just for Lols Rofling is a TERF so majority of the video is spent going over other information that you probably wouldn't know. I still hate Harry Potter but you're not a bad person if you enjoy, yeah, no fucking shit, moth! You're cousin likes Harry Potter. Im still the biggest Harry Potter hater, I'm gonna diss Jaubrey Krake Raham so hard. LEMME TELL YOU IM THE BIGGEST HATER, I HATE THE WAY THAT SHE WALKS, I HATE THE WAY THAT SHE TALKS, I HATE HER SHITTY STORY ABOUT BEING REJECTED BY 20 PUBLISHERS AND WRITING HER STORY ON NAPKINS. Anyway stay tuned for Meet The Rowlings. Lol, imagine instead of an actual rap, it's an epic poem dissing Jin and Tonic Rowling. That sounds like such a Dante thing. Great argument, Miss Rowling but I wrote an epic poem in which i am the Chad and you are in hell!
I've spoken far too much. I'm probably gonna watch a movie but good night and thank you for reading!
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