another poem

i feel as if im going to collapse

I cant hold my own weight for much longer

Nothing ever matters

At least not right now

My eyes feel droopy

I let a small sigh but it doesnt help

I feel sleepy

I need to sleep for a thousand years

Maybe then i’ll be ready

Maybe not

Is it from him?

Is it from me?

Deep breaths in

Breathe out

In all honestly im scared

I hate to admit i am

anyone would

For such a silly reason