Thoughts. Day 1

New blog. I hope to post here everyday, and maybe make some friends? Do people make friends on here? I don't know. I plan on keeping things real here, just saying anything and everything on my mind, as unfiltered as I can be. Minimal editing.
As for my first post, I guess I'll share some things that are on my mind right now.
I'm currently rewatching Undertale playthroughs with my sister. It's amazing to me that she doesn't know and enjoy all the same things as me, but I'm working on showing her what made me.. well, me. It's also teaching me that I miss roleplaying with friends. I miss my friends.
Ah, that's a thought I've repressed. They were bad people, all of them, but they were endearing as well. I was awfully cringe back then, but I was a lot more innocent and happy. The dating drama, the arguments, the sleepovers... it was nice. Online friends too, though I rarely am able to make those. No matter how chronically online I am, it's almost like I'm an outsider.
Then again, it's like that everywhere. I can join groups and clubs and meet people, but no matter how involved I am, how hard I try, I'm an outsider. Is it because I've come to expect it? Then again, it's always felt like that. Even now, this blog is me speaking into the void, seeing if anyone hears me. I suppose those are my thoughts for today. I'll be back sometime tomorrow