anyway being emo aside,

and also ignoring the fact that i dont remember anything ever besides the media i consume, and also also ignoring the fact that im losing all sense of identity and im scared of how other people probably perceive me, ...... ive been doing okay!! maybe its just a false sense of security, (it definitly is) but atleast im not on the verge of suicide anymore lol. more just lost. (which i guess is better idk) besides that ive been trying to finish some games and anime. im really liking nichijou so far :3!! hopefully i get some anime or vocaloid figs for my bday, its pretty much all i want besides records and cds soooo