April 20, 2024

I have met everything you’re saying I have already played it in my mind. When will you tell me something new? Something I don’t know? Something I have not heard before from them?.

I know you don’t understand, and I don’t want to be dramatic about it but there no way to write it down in other way. Cause everyday I woke up the day is ruined, i don’t scream and cry anymore cause that doesn’t fix a thing.

You can blame him, you can blame the music, you can blame the kids, you can blame the art, you can blame the drinks. But i think is just me, you know like something personal between me and I.

You’re no trying and I don’t neither, but at least i wish I was and i know you don’t. Cause in other way you would use the magnificent willpower with which you were gifted. But we’re no fixing anything, even if you think we are and everything will be perfectly fine.

You talk about studying and money but why would I even care about it, I may not even be around if the plague keeps going.

I can tell when you lie, cause a have a big experience on it. And when you say that you don’t know what is next I can tell that there nothing, there’s no next.

Maybe you would be a perfectly fine mother for a perfectly fine kid, but I’m not that kid.