April 15, 2024

When was it? The last time i really enjoyed something. Like when u are in a place and don’t want to leave, but no just when u don’t want to leave cause u don’t want to go home (or somewhere else).

Like when u where younger and just met a new kid at the park, then ur mother says its time to go home and have dinner, but you want to stay with the kid. Not cause maybe you hate whatever you are having for dinner, but cause you really like this kid.

Or the last day of school in middle school when u just painted and chatted with you friend and you didn’t want to go home even if there’s vacations cause for you it’s would be fine to stay at school all day and night painting and chatting.

Well yeah i remember that a year ago we were going to have a festival at school cause of Valentine’s Day, but first I had to take my athletic class which I hated deadly but that day the teacher decided that playing tenis was a better option. The best, that day I was like ‘fuck the festival fuck that my leg will hurt later I want to fucking play tenis all day long’. And tbh I hate sports so bad. Obviously i couldn’t but that was a awesome feeling.

What I mean I that I want to love something so bad like that. I don’t want to feel that every time I start something all I want is it to end.