when the world works against u

why does it feel everyone's life is so straightforward and smooth while mine is short ups and excruciating long lows

ive always seen it as waves, and we go up and down, we cant grow/learn a lot of the time as individuals if we don't face adversity in those lows

but fuck, me against the world it feels

wake up, mood down, persist for days until i feel accomplished or happy about something i have done

then back to the low as soon as i can appreciate feeling good

guess live to see another day