4/4/24

ohh today sucks . i mean not entirely but i 'm a little unsettled . grocery shopping and putting said groceries away is a chore when there's just an obscene amount of them. my back has been killing me since but i got to nap at least.. and then i woke up sweaty and ate too much and now i feel sick . never eat one big meal a day you'll wanna die

i got vanilla chai tea bags because i want to switch from coffee to tea. i can't really stomach coffee anymore as it turns out but i've always liked chai... in other news i've only missed 2 days since starting on antidepressant pills again and not the liquid solution . i'm not as scared of pills anymore even if it's still hard. i don't know if they're working yet

i wanna watch another movie with my friend soon though... the one he showed me was really enjoyable and i like spending time with her .

anyway today was mostly uneventful except for weird mood swings and panic coming and going like usual . today's mood is anxious and exhausted. mari showed up today though which brightened the day a bit