2024/02/26

i have no idea how these things works but ill give it a go.

today was ok, everyday feels ok is that normal? for everyday to be ok? nothing more nothing less? that's how its been for weeks.

someone i really don't like used to like the cure and its really hard for that not to ruin the cure for me. i don't want to let someone else take away my enjoyment of something i love. I don't want to waste my time not liking something because of someone else, when i could spend my time liking it because i genuinely like it. but then again there are probably so many people who i wouldn't like that like the music i like and if i let that ruin my opinion on music than i wouldn't be able to like any music.

i miss the homeschooling friend group i used to be in now I'm alone again but more alone than last time if that makes sense. they all went skating the other day, i hope they had fun.

music is nice, I'm glad it exists. ive really been liking the song Narcissismfof by I Set My Friends On Fire and also Death For My Birthday by Say Anything, i love Say Anything. sometimes i feel like my music taste isnt cool enough. i took a uquiz and it said my music taste sucked but what does fucking uquiz know about music.. XD

oh btw i watched the ring yesterday, i accually really liked it. horror movies are fun. do people usually watch horror movies by themselves or with others? id assume with others for yknow comfort or whatever but the only horror movie ive ever watched with others was scream (my first horror movie) scream wasnt scary, it was more funny. that girls body in the closet in the ring was creepy, i thought it was cool. imagine that but in real life how could that even happen to your face in real life? like it was gray and stuff.. idk

last night i had a REALLY bad stomach ache, i assume the mixture of coca cola and icecream wasnt helpful. i played omori again last night, i took a long break from omori after i played it the first time because i got confused and stuck, i thought the side quest was part of the main story or whatver and couldnt complete it, but im doing better on it now. aubry or whatver is her name is is SO badass with her baseball bat an pink hair. i also played some mario kart, i like mario kart alot idk why. i REALly wanna get into fortnite my brother used to play it when we were younger i miss when we were younger

why r u reading this? O.o