Delta waves (Poem)

Sleep doesn't come naturally, I fight it at every step

Night after night passes, I still haven't slept

Even in the bright day, the world just passes me by

I don't want to see any of it, not even this sky

Maybe if I have to close my eyes

It should probably be for forever

I can't stand any more of the lies

I look at myself and I just want to sever

Every part of me

I should sleep deeply

Ever still, completely

If I could face the waking world

I would

If I could find myself in her arms again

I wouldn't mind

She sleeps so naturally, never opening her eyes

I wouldn't mind joining her either

I've stood on the ground where she rests now

I still remember the day I visited and made my vow

I can't join her yet, in the sleeping world

Half and half and half and half, I won't unfurl

Me and myself and her and her

You, whom I loved and hated

Taught me to let it go

But my feelings haven't abated

I imagine sleep

I want to die

I think to live

I need to cry

I yearn to love

I dream to fly

I miss you

I can't say goodbye

But I'm still here

Under this sky

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