"daydreaming"
19, transmasc, he/they, infp and dead poet
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Lying awake late at night, with unachievable dreams that swirled around my head, a world where everything was fine, but really, how long will I be stuck inside my dreamland? To take a hold of that pen and start seems so hard. Telling others of what I want, yet never did anything to make it a reality, continuously spitting my desires out of my lips. Start. Create. Do. Set up. Begin. Get out of your... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Fuck my father. Fuck everything that he had ever said. Fuck him for not being the father I need. Fuck him for never accepting me for who I am. Fuck him fuck him fuck him fuck him fuck him fuck him. I hate that man with a burning ember. I wished he wasn't my father. I wished I hadn't been his son. » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
When I try to write poetry, I feel this uneasiness whenever I try to come up with a love poem because if I'm being honest, I've never truly understood love. I know the concept of it, I know what it's supposed to feel like from what others has shared of their experience with such emotion, but I never felt it. It's not that I never did, I just don't feel it on a stronger level. Love is just another ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
OMFG I AM NOT CHILLING MCR WILL BE TOURING AGAIN NEXT YEAR AND IT'S THE BLACK PARADE I'M GONNA CRY » Continue Reading
Category: Music
Something about this song really resonated with me. Frank really knew how to write a damn good lyrics that makes you think deeply about the meaning behind it. If I had to guess, this one is sort of correlated to F.T.WillZ poems that I've heard some said could be him but also could not. But the lyrics in fantastic bastards has a hint of something written by F.T.WillZ. But that's not what I want to ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
If I want to love you, I need to start with myself. Though I have not much love stored in this wretched heart, I want to try. I want to try to love you. So I will start by loving myself first before I give you my whole self. Wait for my love. I want to do you by right. I want to love you the way you wanted to be loved. So please, wait for me. Heaven awaits me and it's you. » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Give me a reason to live, to find heaven in a hell made land. Give me a reason to go on, to not take the fall. Give me a reason to live again, as death had latched onto my dying soul. Give me a reason to stay alive. What does it matter if I fell down the pit of my own hell? But please do give me a reason, for my mind is filled with treacherous whispers of death. The devil laugh in my face and I fe... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I want to crawl into the tight spaces in your body. I want to kiss you hard until your lips are bruised and red. I want to eat your flesh and feel how it taste against my tongue. I want to tear you apart if you allowed me. I want to be the one to mend your wrecked heart, to heal your wounds. Give me all, all of it. Your love, your hatred, your anger, your sorrows, your joy and your misery. Let me ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Fuck the whole wide world. Let's rock it out together and ignore these people that don't think like we do. Want to fuck around and see what life has in store for us? Will you back out or will you be my ride and die? Because I'm already in for the long ride. Don't worry your pretty head, darling. It's us against the world or however the saying goes. It's me and you, always. Until death takes eithe... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Touch me with your cold hands. Wrap them around my throat and squeeze the air out of my lungs. Colour me black and blue until I don't feel pain anymore. Break me apart and piece me back together even if I will not be a beautiful vase. Destroy me, my love. Punish me as I deserved. You're my executioner in bed and only your wicked love will cleanse my sins away. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Please, choose me. Please, choose me again. Please, come to me. Please, hold me. Please, love me. Please, adore me. Please, cherish me. Please, want me. Please, need me. Please, please, please. Please, just please... Love me again. » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I never really wanted to fall in love. Love is a fickle thing, it requires you to shed your armour and pull down the walls you built around your heart. I hated the concept of it, but I am a hypocrite deep down. I love love . Love to me is when you let the person in through a bond that cuts deeper than your slitted wrists. It was a terrible thing that I caught feelings for you. You are my best frie... » Continue Reading
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