trying to stay awake for mercury is a difficult task to do, chug coffee that fogs up my glasses seem to be working for the most part. drawn into the wires of bandanas, get the flashlight to hear phone operators from last entry. only one knows. i hope jeremy never speaks in class ever again - which reminds me, geek usa still runs strong with diamonds on wrists.. and alien eyes that shine with disa... » Continue Reading
there's no point in complaining if one doesn't know how, but i had what was supposed to be spaghetti today - and one day i'll be rescued from the borderline. catch the reference while living indoors while wasting two hours debating on when to do laundry. wicked phone operators, bye! » Continue Reading
nachos inside skin, digging about till the door opens. my day pretty much summed up in one sentence. tomorrow: damage control definitely. quite in fact, damage control has been in repetition as of lately - that i need to figure how to control. ha, damage control for damage control. sipping on coffee at night like usual, i grunt at the concept of airtime cards that i need every month for my phone. ... » Continue Reading
correction: i'll be going out driving again on next wednesday, and taking the test on the 21st. my teacher's schedule was scattered, and he confused dates together. yet again, anxious but with pink anxiety this time; aka i dyed my hair pink. originally i wanted blue, but eh, why not dye my hair my favorite color instead? now my hand is pink due to not wearing gloves and thats a-ok. i gotta retouc... » Continue Reading
the busy life of a worker bee; a lot has happened since my last entry. started driving lessons again, i mentioned it briefly but its happening and i have a lot of anxiety over it - and next friday should be the main test. its my third and final chance.. and i'm terrified. -sighs- time to be a failure i guess because i have zero hope within myself. onto less serious stuff.. i finally found the new... » Continue Reading
"we only come out at night, the days are much too bright" slept the day away yet again, and woke up with a nasty case of swelled lips due to my meds. besides that quite annoying side effect, i did wake up feeling lighter.. and with that, i think i'm back on track. shall share updates later on. been on the phone with my dad discussing our schedules, and how we're nightly creatures. not much else t... » Continue Reading
"i'm a shoulder the weight of it all" - collection of things have gathered including eggs and toast for breakfast. my MCS mystery bundle came in the mail yesterday and oh how the disappointment pestered my veins. i'm still grateful for it, and content - but the spoiled side in me would prefer different designs. a day late, but late than never; i made that important call this morning to the drivin... » Continue Reading
it's the chinese new year, and since i'm a rabbit.. couldn't help but celebrate it since technically its my year starting today, and i'm starting to feel like it is. reminds me of the song, "I Am Waking Up Today" by BFS. i listened to that two days ago, and i started to get inspired to turn around my attitude. lost three pounds already, i lose weight rapidly naturally due to my metabolism.. and se... » Continue Reading
everything is alright.. er will be, i desired to make a MCS pun, and that i will accomplish. dropped two pounds today, the diet is already showing progress with much needed sleep and a proper meal plan. if only i had coke zero, but coffee shall do. the future still freaks me out though. earlier i had a beautiful trip to venus, and returning back to earth kinda bummed me out. my boyfriend is the sw... » Continue Reading
bummer of the century has ended: i have finally received liquid coffee creamer that lead to me ditching what i was drinking aka distressing powdered creamer in my coffee. now, i don't mean all powered creamer is awful - just the original flavor. currently discussing the subject with my father on the phone, and he agrees with every word i am preaching as he should. for quite a bit while speaking t... » Continue Reading
comatose snow on the ground, i slept all day by mistake. still got to manage to talk to a good friend during his break about mental health, and i was glad to help a smidge. though, the time was up and he had to conceal his emotions - it was upsetting to hear to be frank. mental health should be considered important like physical is in society, however i'm quite doubtful it'll happen anytime soon. ... » Continue Reading
my mind is in shambles. how many auto part stores should one small town have? well, apparently three (?) i found on my walk to the pharmacy this morning. the third or fourth one (i haven't officially counted yet) was quietly hidden behind trees near the introduction to my neighborhood, and since the trees are naked during this cold time, i was able to finally spot it. also, my eyes caught a perfec... » Continue Reading