move in day is in t minus 4 days. here i am, absolutely lallygagging, pretending to start packing and doing little more than staring at all of my clothes as if it will magically transform into perfectly packed and prepared suitcases, ready to go by saturday morning. the new semester is starting soon, and it's supposed to be a fresh start for me. new apartment, new friends, new classes (and knowin... » Continue Reading
i think i may start to actually utilize this blog. i mean i feel like there’s nowhere else to really just…make a blog of my own whether people see it or not. and just have my own personal thing going on. i’m a journal girl so im always journaling and writing things down but i think doing it here may be more fun?? a nice way to spend time since im always on my laptop anyway. and i always have SO mu... » Continue Reading
i'm currently very awake, despite a headache. i took a long nap like i always do so i can't go to bed tonight. someone message me??? » Continue Reading
its been three years. i found the account again. things are really different. i have not self harmed in many years. i'm medicated but still fucking insane. but life is 80% more bearable than it was then. i am in college and i have things going for me. i have wills to live. if you are seeing this, it truly gets better. couldn't have done it with Pierce The Veil though. WHO I AM SEEING IN OCTOBER. ... » Continue Reading
GUYS i thought this was a joke at first but this has me so fucking EXCITED FHDJJFGKG if i don’t go to this i will actually end my life. that’s that. also i haven’t been here in forever, gonna be more active now i promise! » Continue Reading
GUYS i thought this was a joke at first but this has me so fucking EXCITED FHDJJFGKG if i don’t go to this i will actually end my life. that’s that. also i haven’t been here in forever, gonna be more active now i promise! » Continue Reading
GUYS i thought this was a joke at first but this has me so fucking EXCITED FHDJJFGKG if i don’t go to this i will actually end my life. that’s that. also i haven’t been here in forever, gonna be more active now i promise! » Continue Reading
im doing this in my ap world class lmao. i am so tired of life. i feel like everyone else has a meaning. everyone else is getting their time to be happy and the world is passing by me. i do nothing on weekends but sit and read old fanfiction and band interviews to feel something. i have nobody anymore. even the people that were my closest friends are in their peak without me. what am i gonna do? i... » Continue Reading
so ofc ptv and sws have been my current hyperfixation and i’m going back to my middle school emo dayz T_T but!! i recently got back into my old wattpad account and OMG there’s so many old kellic fics XD!! obvi i don’t actually ship them as like dating because they’re both in happy relationships (i also LOVE danielle + Katelynn) but ofc i love their friendship. i mainly reread the fanfics as a mean... » Continue Reading