it's february 1st. i'm 27 years old and i'm going a little insane . i live through the issues within our society. america is going through a recession and it feels like it's heading towards the great depression 2.0. seeing it with my eyes makes me lose hope, but i'm trying to be positive . i'm taking a break from OF cause I dont really have any energy. I want to write more in my room, so perhaps ... » Continue Reading
As I take a bite of my Mcdonald's cheeseburger, I feel the cold beneath my feet. All I have is alternative rock and a bag of-- There's nothing more I need on this chilly evening. October, you are everything I need. I feel your cold breath as I step outside. I can breathe. You take my worries away. You let me be. » Continue Reading
I've been doing better than before when I was in a deep hole. I'm still recovering mentally, but it's getting a little better and easier to deal with life. I started an OF and it's been really helping me out with my bills. So far I'm in the top 23% of all creators! My website browneyedpunk.com is available and I'll write poems on there and share my life. I like to think of these little posts as ... » Continue Reading
today is December 25, 2021 and Christmas Eve was lit. my family and I ate a lot of Mexican food: tamales and pozole. plenty of wine. I spent time with my cousin, sister, brothers, and my lover. we had pie, a few glasses of wine, and mary jane. we were listening to grunge music first then metal music, and pop punk music. I had an interesting conversation with my cousin about life and how we really... » Continue Reading
I started myspace when it came out and I was about 13 years old. It was a new space for me as an angsty teen. I talked about Green Day and punk bands. I've always loved music and it still is an important part of my life. This platform is very nostalgic for me and brings back positive memories. I will be using this to talk about my emotions and venting. Sometimes it can get dark, but I'm most... » Continue Reading
money is an issue that many of us need. currently I am craving junkfood. when I am depressed, I just want to eat and eat. and eat. some days are different and I don't want to eat. however, it's one of those days where I want to eat unhealthy things to make myself feel better. if anyone out there is reading this, please send me money for snacks. it would make me very content and a little be » Continue Reading
the feeling that I get when I inhale that sweet leaf is undeniable I am calm, creative, and curious it removes me away from this dark place of angst it takes away these damn body aches I haven't found anything else to replace you you bud in the ground and thrive to make me feel high I am completely enamored with your taste » Continue Reading