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so I ranted to my gma abt how these middle schoolers were making fun of me cause I’m visibly trans 🏳️⚧️ and I’m socially transitioned. Well, gma decided to blame me for that and said there’s no one else to blame but me and said how I shouldn’t have told anyone and I should’ve just kept it to myself and how boys don’t know any better cause they’re boys, and boys will be boys and and they can’t acc... » Continue Reading
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so dad wanted me to come home today instead of stay at grandma's...if you've seen my other blog tilted grounded you'll know what im refering to rn but uh i lost my phone currently typing on my old phone rn and uh i almost ended my subscription on life icl to u guys 🤩 i totally love the pressure of (sarcasm btw) being a senior in highschool with mental health issues that no one believes and no one ... » Continue Reading
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I’M GROUNDED!?!?! So I got grounded for “attendance issues” and “grade issues” like my mental health is so bad I literally cannot function in school without skipping & without like not doing homework like it’s either I skip & don’t do homework or I end my subscription on life 🤩 so anyways I’m grounded now cause my dad found out and I have to get all my missing work turned in by next week and if I ... » Continue Reading
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may not seem like a big deal or that hard to most but for me it is!! I went to all 7 of my classes yesterday and I felt so proud and accomplished especially since I’ve been struggling to do so since school first started » Continue Reading
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so I’m Gen Z. And my dad is what? Gen X? Anyways he pointed out how my generation is “always the victim” and then he used that to point out how “I’m always the victim” and to make what has happened to me seem like they were fake and not actually happening. Then he went on to ask if “is this a trans thing or-“ and I hung up before he could say anything else I am honestly a bit hurt cause how dare ... » Continue Reading
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tbh I’ve been wondering if it’s age regression or something else or just another alter fronting with me…I first started noticing the signs back in 2020 cause that’s when I first found out what “Dissociative Identity Disorder” was and I’ve since done lots of research and notice how “Partial Dissociative Identity Disorder” + “Other Specified Dissociative Disorder type 1A” sound like me quite a bit I... » Continue Reading
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I’m a ex-Catholic Christian and have been an Atheistic Satanist for a few years since like idk 2020 or longer, and just recently I’ve been wanting to convert to Theistic Satanism and worship + work with Satan, Lucifer, Lilith, & Baphomet. Is there any other theistic Satanists that work with one or more of these deities that can give me tips and advice? » Continue Reading
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for some reason whenever I’m off my meds I am chronically hungry, it doesn’t matter what I eat I am still hungry 24/7 and it never goes away….when I’m on my meds the hunger goes away slightly it’s still there but it’s not as noticeable and I get full faster than when I’m off my meds Like on my meds I can only eat 2-3 pizza slices, 4-5 if I want to be in pain from being so full, but when I’m off my... » Continue Reading
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context: I have very severe SAD (Social Anxiety Disorder) to the point it is debilitating & I need an emotional support animal (don’t have one yet unfortunately) Well today I had to something (go in a room with a student teacher and talk to her about something, which everyone had to do) well I panicked and didn’t know what to say and just ended it as soon as possible and I thought “oh I’ll be fine... » Continue Reading
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told my grandparent about how I joined BSU (Black Student Union) and she forbade me from going to BSU anymore cause I’m white. I explained I was invited by a black person and that there’s a quite a few other non-black kids there and the BSU leaders said they love to see people of any skin color there but she still said I can’t go anymore and she didn’t specify other than “I’m not black” » Continue Reading
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mental health during weekend/non-school days: 📈📈📈 mental health during school/work: 📉📉📉 I have skipped so much and it’s only the beginning of the school year. I’ve skipped half my classes today, I went to 2 classes total out of the 7 classes I’m supposed to go to. I can’t do school or work anymore, I can barely do life » Continue Reading
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so I wanted to go to the school football game alone cause I figured it wouldn’t be that crowded or loud yk (never been to one before due to severe social anxiety disorder) but anyways I felt my high school experience was passing by me cause I am a senior this year and I haven’t done anything like that before and I won’t be able to after this year. Well, my dad asked me “you’re not going to shoot u... » Continue Reading
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