im sorry for writing so much shit but I cant stop the black and blue ink that dribbles down my chin after I vomit up every knife you plunged in my back, if I took the plunge off a bridge would you follow? just push me from the front and not the back you asshole. or maybe I'll overdose and you'll kick me in my foaming blue mouth, just roll me over first, will you? this isn't my good side. smell the whiskey on my breath while you have your hands wrapped around your neck. Let it lure you to sleep..a sweet sleep..
Now wake up. listen to my voice and fall into a trance. I'll sing you songs that'll make you wanna take 670mg in a night. pray you don't wake up this time. they've got a pill for everything nowadays, maybe I should go steal 3 bottles to fix my little problem. I'm a little problem after all.
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Ashley Alias
damn, you're straight up not having a very good time right now
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I'm an artist, we don't even know what a good time is
by freakavoid; ; Report
woah, intense. but counterpoint.. have you ever had like,,, a really really good sandwich? just the best sandwich you've ever eaten, and just felt okay for one moment in this cold cold world?
by Ashley Alias; ; Report
I've had too many good ass sandwiches and now my tolerance is so high that no sandwich can ever satisfy me
by freakavoid; ; Report
its all in the little things my guy. life may suck, and you may feel like shit, but you're still alive. you still have something. stars and sky, the world and yourself or whatever
aka stop being so dramatic. its really just... you're doing too much.
by Ashley Alias; ; Report
well not dramatic, you're just a bit much. still chill out tho
by Ashley Alias; ; Report
my life purpose at the moment is to be edgy on the internet but thanks for your sandwich philosophy
by freakavoid; ; Report
hey, just make your new life meaning to make not just the ultimate sandwich, but the ultimate food. dont you wanna chase that high of a really good sandwich?
by Ashley Alias; ; Report
maybe I'll use lettuce next time
by freakavoid; ; Report
hey, thats the spirit
by Ashley Alias; ; Report
dude, there's a billion microorganisms living in my water bottle, and they're telling each other stories, and breeding and dying at a faster rate than most insects. one of them is being really edgy, and the rest are enjoying themselves, eating smaller creatures and having a good time. now i'm grabbing my water bottle. i'm unscrewing the cap. i drink deeply. they are shifted from their comfortable position into a dark abyss they cannot fathom. the edgy microorganism dies in my stomach acid. as do the others. one spent his life in terror and self-pity. the others found joy where they could. all perished, simultaneously, victims of something they could not perceive. among them, who led a better life? maybe it doesn't matter, all are gone now. but woe to those foolish enough to choose misery in the face of an uncaring universe, for misery is all they will find. but they who seek joy, will find it, even if it visits you rarely.
by spiderlegs residence; ; Report
also, i liek samdwitch
by spiderlegs residence; ; Report
cool. well I can't really tell what that mean by that but im glad you can see the joy of sandwiches
by Ashley Alias; ; Report
so.. in the face of oblivion, all but one to life in joy, they know it will all turn to dust, but still they dance on? but one guy didn't. you can't tell which had a better life.. and not looking for happiness will only make you feel like shit?
cool. let me poet-ize a little... the light of the world will flicker and dim, and one day go out entirely. despite all that you want to dance in its light, mixing and living with all the other meaningless specks in its warming glow before it all goes dark? thats an alright moral i guess
by Ashley Alias; ; Report
i dunno wrote it at midnight, not my best
by spiderlegs residence; ; Report